Oh Boy

So this weekend was an interesting weekend.....very interesting! First i spent 2 days in the library studying and hopefully that pays off! Then Sat night i went to the movies with 2 of the roomies! It was really fun, we saw "Hes Just Not That Into You" and i would highly recommend it! Then i went and hung out with one of my BFFs up here and his BFF from down home. We had fun.......Then Sun they came over and we hung out all day watching movies and shit like that. During the first movie my BFFs BFF started to cuddle with me and being the cuddle whore that i am i went with it. And after the movie we 3 talked til 5:30 in the morning. The convos were random but so awesome at the same time! It honestly was a blast! Mon i have class at 11 and then i always go to my BFFs dorm room to hang out til my next class, well he was still asleep and his friend was on the futon in the main room so i ended up laying there talking to him til 2. I went to my next class and since we had an exam i was out by 2:30 so i went back to my friends dorm and the 3 of us watched "Will it Blend?" ads for 2 hours! So fun. Now for the interesting part. My friends friend came over alone last night bc i had left something in his car! He ended up spending the night and i really like him. But i dont know what to do about my friend and if he is ok with it. When we talked to him last night he sounded SO sad! And confused as to what we were doing. But hopefully he will be ok. However I am sorta involved with another one of their friends from back home. Its not official and its not technically involved but its not that i am not techically invovled with him. I had made the decesion a few weeks ago that i was not going to date him or anything like that. So i have been letting it die a natural death but now i feel like i have to officially end it. Grr. Hopefully he will take it ok and i am not going to tell him about his other friend and me. Oh well......at least this is a decent guy this time around and is not after the a piece of my ass and nothing more. Its funny i stopped looking for a guy and now one has fallen into my lap......and a good one at that! lol Well thats it for my somewhat confusing and complicated life right now! I will keep yall updated on how it turns out!

Life

This past weekend i had a lot of fun! On thurs night we had people over to our apt. and it was a general good time! Then on fri we went out to some friends party and had a blast or at least i did! Sat i cleaned all day and Sun i did homework and ran to the store and that is when i figured out someone had STOLEN MY WINDSHIELD WIPER!!! WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT??? As you can tell i am still upset by this.....

Today (mon) i have been in a melencholy mood all day and i cant shake it! I feel like i am unwanted unloved by people. Everyone seems to have something going on in there life and i am always on the outside looking in. I feel like no one would remember i existed if i didnt force plans on them. I could die in my bedroom and i am pretty sure that no one would notice until i started to smell....which could be awhile seeing as its freezing down here! Not to mention i cant seemed to attract a decent guy to save my life.......all the guys in my life who think i am attractive just want to sleep with me.....is that all guys think about? I mean i am a great girl who is layed back, easy going, down home, country girl but apparently that only means i am a good fuck. Why does it seem that all the good guys are taken and that the few that are left dont want anything to do with me? I dont understand! I have been saying that i am giving up guys but thats not true bc without guys, i dont have friends! Bc girls dont like me for some reason...i literally can never be close with a girl. They all seem to like me but when it comes down to girl stuff i am left out....... Closing this random ramblings that probably make no sense to who ever is reading this....i will say that at this moment i feel like a social reject......guys dont want me and girls dont want me........great.......

Long Week

So another week is finished and i am happy for it. I had a lot of exams and papers due this week but i made it through all of them. And i have returned from Ann Arbor safely....i was down there with the BFFs last weekend or BIFFLS as my one friend calls us. lol. When in AA i found this delightful little yarn store and i bought double point needles and yarn to make an Elephant. I think that i am going to give this elephant to a friend of ours who just had a baby...........i guess that means that i better get cracking on it seeing as i havent started it!

As for the roomies things are going better and they are acting like nothing was ever wrong.......idk. My one broke up with her boyfriend and now has a new guy hanging around who ironically went to HS with my other 2 roommates. They are planning on another party this weekend so YAY......sarcasm in case you did not catch that! but whatever! thats all for now!

back at it

Well after a weekend home i am back at it! Classes went well today and so far i am still enjoying them save for the large amount of homework. As for the roommate situation.....i thought that it had improved but i was wrong, they now have declared that things that i did to help around the apt no longer count! whatever they are so dumb and i am glad to move! I am excited for this weekend bc i am headed to Ann Arbor to meet up with the BFFs again! and i am so EXCITED!!!!!!! but thats it for this blog, short and sweet!

inauguration day

Well folks it happened Americas first black president was sworn into office today. And while i was a McCain supporter, I did watch history in the making. And i will admit, i was fascinated by what i was watching. But this does not mean that i have become part of the Obama camp. I am nervous as to what changes this man will bring about. If the changes he is promising do happen then great and i will be the first to admit that i was wrong. But i am worried that the changes he does make will not be for the good of America. As a college student, i am looking to the future and praying that i have a job when i graduate. I am going into the health professions field and if there is not a job for me when i get out of school, that means the United States of America is in the dumps. My friend(who is going to be a nurse) and i were talking about it today and we joked that if we graduate and there are not health related jobs, then we are going to move to Canada. Only i honsestly can say that, at least on my part, i was being semi-serious. But going back to what i said early, if Obama does create the change that he is promising then great because America could use a change. I am only doubtful that it will. And as a disclaimer I would like to point out that i am not a racist and i am not saying all of this because i hate Obama because he is black. Although i know that some people will accuse me of this but i feel that is because they don't want to hear what i am saying. People are too ready to believe in a miracle and i am just erring on the side of cautious. Doubt, in small amounts, is healthy. All in all, i want to believe in the change, i just can't until it happens.

Great Weekend

So my weekend with my 2 bffs from home is over and i am a lil sad! We had a lot of fun together and managed to crash my roomies party that was in my apt and that we werent invited to! hehehe my bffs made it pretty clear that they thought that my one roomie was being rediculous and i loved it! its nice to know that people have my back tho i am a lil scared to face my roomates now......whatever! All in all the entire weekend went smoothly and i think that i in a few weeks i am headed to Ann Arbor for another reunion!

Tomorrow is going to be my day to catch up on homework because we have no school due to Martin Luther King Jr day. Its a lil odd because we are just getting back into the swing of things from christmas break and we have a day off...not that i am complaining but still! Also this coming weekend i am going home because it is my grandmas birthday so its another routine breaker but i am sure that i will settle down into a routine and that it is going to be fine.....in reality i am excited for this semester! Namely because all of my classes deal with my major or one of my minors and that is exciting! but that is all for now!!! peace and love

First Days

Well the first day of classes for the spring semester is over and i must say that i think that i am going to enjoy those classes! My psych 250 prof is amazing especially compared to my Psy 220 prof who was TERRIBLE. But overall i think that this semester is going to go well bc all my classes relate to my major or one of my minors! The roommate situation is ok.....i think that 2 of them are ok with me but the one is still a bitch and if she keeps up with what she is doing we are going to get into a fight! Whatever! I am just looking forward to this weekend when my 2 bffs from home are going to come up and the guy i am sorta seeing and another good gf are coming up! So i will have a apt. full but at least its of people who love me! <3 I am off to the second day of classes so peace and love yall!

Hello

Wow, i can't believe that i started this but i decided that i needed a spot to ramble without people knowing what i am talking about. Basically this blog is going to be a bunch of word vomit so sorry if you found this and thought that is was going to be some wonderfully intellectual blog about books! So random thought/question for you readers out there........today at work some customer threw up in the trash can in the bathroom, which is only a foot away from the toilet but anyway the question thrown out by my coworker and i was if you were the one to do the said act would you not just tell workers what you had done so that they did not have to find it?? Or if you were to embarrassed just tell us that someone had so that we could clean it up?? I don't know.....common courtesy i guess...

That leads me to a pet peeve.......the lack of manners and common courtesy now-a-days......it seems like no one says thank you anymore, no one holds doors for strangers, no one does anything that is not for themselves.......lame! For all you male readers out there.....polietness is sexy trust me! I hate rude people but it feels like the world is full of them! Whatever i guess

Thats it for day! Keep on reading!

PS i am working on a few knitting projects so keep reading so you can stay updated on them!
PSS books: read the twilight series bc they are amazing! (and i wasnt on that wagon right away!)